For the Benefit of MY Doubt

is it true that "What you don't know wont hurt you? or What you have learned will benefit you?"

Let's begin from the very beginning...Father God, as we know is very Great. I guess He always shows me the difference between being absurd or being "too good to be me" hehe. Lately doubts are flooding up my not so innocent, anxious yet optimistic mind. I have been so ominous these past few weeks. I feel so unease a couple times. I felt like there is something wrong or something will happen and im sure its not good. I remember my h.s. days when i almost lost my eyes because of reading non-stop novels! naah!!! im just exaggerating! My classes back then start around 7am and i must be off bed exactly 5am (that computer teacher, sure did give me a lot of creeps! yikes!). But as i finish the 5 books of Harry Potter- Sorcerer Stone up to the Order of the Phoenix in just 1/2 weeks with the sleeping habit of 3am! Yes. yes, i know what you guys think! hmmm... my mom cant stop me from being so "bookwormed " all the time. Dont worry, studying is my life, quite no bother, in class i dont participate if i am drowsy to death cause of novels ;p but when quizzes, long tests, quizzes, seat works, monthly examinations and did i already mentioned quizzes again? ahaha! im all fired up! bring it on! I remember the first earthquake i have experienced. It's just mild. But i predicted it. I felt like ominous that thursday night of somewhere in 2005! Thanks to the flying cockroaches, the bummed felines in the neighborhood and of course our dog! 1 hour before the said earthquake, the cockroaches were flying here and there! (eew-ness! right!) i said to mom. "something might come unexpected?" after i got a shower. Then cats were singing, actually i dont call that singing! they were outraging! !meeaaaaawwwaawa~! like that (anyway just provide the sound effects, your imagination is way cooler than mine!) When i gone to bed, ready for the new chapter of HP5. my dog gone mad. started barking at the wall? what the heck right. so after an hour. voila. 30 secs of rocking-bed experience! so i guess your own instincts must be your first reference!

So much from the pre-history period. PREcious and HISTORY. pre-history? got it! nyaahaha! ok ill stop now! not funny eheh? Let's get down to business. Yes i feel ominous once again, and i already figured out what's bugging me. I searched, I listened and I conquered? yeah! i really want to be an FBI agent! i dont want to tolerate wickedness, unjustly, poluting minds, pretenders and all that jazz! in God's time, it will be done. i dont want to be deceived again. or others. Reminds me of my ultimate fav movie "Mean Girls". I really learned a lot from that movie. Good and bad. "Fugly slut, plastics and University: is a Jungle-Survival of the Plastics". In good side, i love how the plastics (rachel mcadams and others) turned their lives back to normal yet better selves!

I there for conclude that: "MATURITY IS NOT BASED IN AGE NOR EXPERIENCES. YOU'RE MATURE IF YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING EVEN IF IT IS HARD FOR YOU OR THE OTHERS TO ACCEPT."

My Old Reviews Part IV - ONE PIECE 399 latest episode straight from Japon. 400 upnext

Original Posted: 05/07/2009
Network: Torrent dloaded ;p but it is available in FUJI TV since 1999 up to the present WARNING-CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS ;P (ORE WA MASAKA!) Its been 3 years since i was hooked up in this One Piece syndrome. Before, my hs classmates, way back 2003 really like watching it over GMA7. Im really not amaze about it at first, can you see how it was drawn? Luffy is not handsome as Sasuke or Ichigo do, but as what they always say, THERE IS MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE, anyway, when it was aired again every morning of 2006. Actually that was the 1st time I started watching it. The 1st ever episode. THE MAN WHO WILL BECOME PIRATE KING!(you're wondering, what a gal like me will love a shounen animated series rather than shoujos? Simple, Luffy is one heck of a guy and along with his crew, they are one heck of a gang!) Ever since then, i cant get enough of screaming NAKAMA! NAKAMA! NAKAMA! meaning companion, crew mate, ship mate. As of now, im still continuing my craziness about the Mugiwara crew. I am now in episode 399. Freshest episode from japan. It's all about Luffy and the rest of the gang going to New World. He met some other pirates who were not rookie at all.Rivals. The world titled them as 11SUPERNOVAS, along with Luffy and Zoro. You must have at least 100 million plus bounties in order to be one of them, Actually the real highlight was, finally after 3 years of watching this series, they finally inserted again GOL D. ROGER - the pirate king, Luffy finally met, Silvers Rayleigh, the pirate king's vice captain! The Vice Captain of the Roger Pirates! Is is it sugoi? ehehehe! Oda never lets me down. Every pages of the manga, every clip of the series, it progresses! i already gave up Naruto, prince of tennis and dragon ball era. Dunno? I guess watching one piece serves as a therapy to me. Whenever im depressed or disappointed, watching Luffy's crazy antics and imagining it all over again, makes me laugh until my lungs give out! ahaha! that's what you called supah laughing my a** off! nyahahah! Can luffy save ace from being executed by the marines? Soon! jah! meshi time!

My Old Reviews Part III - The Jackson 5 - ABC Album - Abc, I Want You Back and Ben

6/27/2009

I remember my childhood days when my mom just turn on our cassette tape and play her original collections of The Jackson 5. I was so pissed back then cause i hate the classics (but i changed heheh!) and in late 90's, it was the era of spice girls, back street boys and aaron carter! We always argue about what tapes to play cause i hate the sound of her music. Like barbara streisand, bee gees and the family Von Trapp album. Oh yes! i grew up with those songs! Specially the afro way! Classical music in my youthful days nagging me to death. Dont like them really! Its like mom's torturing me with those kind of entertainment paramecia! But i guess when we get older, matured and open minded, you will realize that everything is beautiful even if it is not appropriate for you. Now i am enjoying the sounds of the old days old skewl and old lingering remedies because of the modern artists of today who gave a new renditions to the early ones. Sergio Mendez's, Boyz II Men, Whitney Houston's, Beatles, Carpenters, Bob Marley and barry manilow's! (I really enjoy them now! Believe me huh?) My mom's ultimate favorite was the album of The Jackson 5 "ABC". Every morning she just turns on the volume (take note: MAX) then i said and sighed. deeply while holding my playing cards (a.k.a teks! ahahaah!)" Oh well..here we go again...Pompompom! pompompom! ABC-is as easy as 123. Do-re-mi. ABC. baby you and me girl! Go on girl! i think i love yah! Shake it shake it baby! wooh!" Well i cant blame her, she just grew up IN the days of afros, funky and soul melodies. Hence, because of my mom's stubbornness in listening in young and not so young MJ's music, i finally came to realize this past few years that i have been missing it. I memorized the rhythm and lyrics of it. Now I really do love listening to those TJ5 songs with my cousins and our folks inside the car. I even burned a cd for it way back and included to ipod Videos. I am singing "Ben" on Wow Magic sing. (yes, i cant believe that neither ;p). Daddy Day Care movie really inspired me too cause they have used the songs of The Jackson 5 as the soundtrack. So sadden, that Now, MJ is gone, i really missed my childhood perks like my mom missed her childhood days too. ABC, Ben and I want you back are now my Last Songs Syndrome that will echo in my youthful memoirs forever. Farewell - King of Pop Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009)

My Old Reviews Part II - One Piece! - Spoiler Alert!

Posted 3/21/2009

When i was a kid, animation always amazes me. though im ending my teenage years now, it never stopped me from being a fan. at this era, animation status all over the world emerged. (well thanks to our japones friends). its a stress relieving entertainment. well before great graphic artists' heads explode, i really want to give the credits to Eiichiro Oda. the one who made ONE PIECE animation. it started when Oda dream of having his own manga when he was in his teenage days. and it came true when he decided to work under the DRAGON BALL Z management. At that time, Oda motivated himself in doing his own creation, which is the ONE PIECE. ONE PIECE is about a man named MONKEY D. Luffy who wants to be a PIRATE KING someday. in order to fulfill that dream, one must find the great treasure (which is ONE PIECE) who belonged to the ex-pirate king GOL D. Roger. Now, he set sail to find that treasure, great adventure and true friendship. later on, on the series, LUFFY met his NAKAMAS (CREW). They had this mini-ship that they named it. GOING MERRY. (it was wrecked, i think at the 4th season-ENIES LOBBY saga). And the "new.shiny. off the hook" ship is now named A THOUSAND SUNNY. Way better than MERRY. Ok then, lets talk about the nakamas of our CAPTAIN LUFFY. Luffy's first mate is RORONOA ZORO - an ex-pirate hunter. Luffy saved him from the marines and zoro promised to protect him no matter what happen. Then there is NAMI, Luffy's navigator. Luffy also saved her from debt. Nami's ability before was stealing and she loves money. Also she has great skills about the weather. Next is USOPP a long nosed guy who always makes story just to impress everyone, but he is a great sniper and also fixes everything in MERRY. Then there was SANJI - a.k.a. BLACK LEG. He will serve as the cook of the crew. He loves women though he says he is a gentleman. He and Zoro always pisses their asses off. Luffy searched for a doctor in his crew and he found one, Tony Tony Chopper, a reindeer who ate a devil fruit that turn him to be a human, but not exactly. So they set sail and along their journey, they met a damsel in distress named Vivi. The princess of Arabasta desert. Their town was conquered by a Shichibukai (a powerful war lord that cannot be stopped by anyone including the marines). Luffy and rest of the crew helped Vivi and Vivi was officially member of the Straw Hats thus, after the war, she returned to her kingdom and cant go with the crew anymore. After the Arabasta case, Luffy's bounty increased along with his crew too. One of the enemy did survive. Her name is Nico Robin, the adviser and assistant of Crocodile (the conqueror of the Arabasta desert and founder of Barrock Works). She sneaked at the Straw Hats mini-ship. She gained trusts to the other crew except Zoro's. She is an archaeologist who seeks the world's long lost true history. Then there was Franky, a leader of a bunch of guys in Water 7. He is a great shipwright. Luffy recruited him when Franky had his own wanted poster after the Enies Lobby case. (Luffy defeated the CP9 marine members and he declared war against the world government, for the sake of Robin's life). The new ship was born then, Thousand Sunny, because the Going Merry can no longer set sail. The last recruit is Brook, a human who turned out to be a live skeleton, he ate a devil fruit that can bring back your life only once. After he died, his soul was lost in finding his dead body and it was too late. He's is a musician as well as a swordsman. I think he's 80+ yrs. old now. He's a former pirate too. He's crew mates died when they were having a journey in Grand line. He left alone in the bewilderment. He's seeking his lost crew mate and believing he is still alive. Its name was Laboon, a whale. He wanted to see him once again and say sorry if the rest of the crew didnt make it. So kinda interested? start watching it now! i assure you, its like a pringles canester. once you pop it, you will never stop wanting it! jah!

My Old Reviews - Step Up 2 The Streets

posted 03/27/2008

as in oh my!! my mouth didn't shut for a couple of minutes!! their moves are off the hook!! cant believe that there are still great dancers and also they can do the hardest ever steps and moves!! so 3 thumbs up for them!! moose is my favorite character!! his one of a kind! and chase collins! men! his something! ooweee!!i will remember this line forever ahaha... "So if the 410's too scared to defend their title against us, hell, well be doing our thing outside where the streets started!"

My Old Posts Part XIV - "Me: As the Half Impulsive One"

April 16, 2009 by d1withbullet

as of now, i know that i have been pushing daisies in an awkward way. i have been doing things, ignoring and yet aware that im still ME. Father God knows me best. do you know the saying that ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME.

i was so depressed lately about how my relationship works smoothly, its too archaic right? his family makes my head burst out of nowhere, i think the green monstrosity of interchanging must be around and anytime it will get me but i will not allow it to happen. i hate the fact that they dont appreciate the things that i have sacrificed for our study, (stupid subject!). my dad, his family and everybody’s. i think everyone of us in the block experience family discrimination at that time because of that stupid subject nga.

they dont even know me. so why they must react like that? for pete’s sake. im not that worst case scenario that ever happened to their son’s life. they dont even get the point why i must do those sleepovers? i think the world have been reversed lately, its like im the boy here and he's the girl because the over protecting issue. i can manage that but as long as myself is at stake, im not just a bum trying to cease the day by ignoring it. can u tell me the wrong side of being “TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE?”. im not a fighter but im a speaker.

as of now i dont care about people think about me. as what i have always say. I CANNOT PLEASE EVERYBODY. di natin hawak sila. even if its your relatives, former colleague or just a perfect stranger. if you dont like me, and so? people in my time, majority i have known for years and just seconds ago, are enough to justify my existence, that! that! is PRECIOUS! that’s her trademark, if you will remove it from her, i cannot tell if it is her or just an asshole! She’s an open book person, transparent and yet cannot extinguish her thought from the depths of life’s reality. im really proud of what God’s will brought me in those kind of situations. trials and hardships have been the batteries of self improvement. dito pa ko malolose ng hope? im not saying that im a veteran in a field that you called LIFE but as i have seen the world thru my own desk, i must say, THIS IS LIFE AND ITS A DIRTY GAME. dog eat dog society, discrimination, racism, drought and famine, pretenders, "Meaners" and the blind ones.

sometimes, i think that its too unfair, how my clan treat him like he was our own blood and origin. like a true Guevara too, and how come that im not welcome to his? sabi ko nga i can live with that, andaeng nagmamahal at nakakaunawa sa akin ay mali pala mas nakakakilala sa akin. sobrang daeng affections ang pinaparamdam nila. di kawalan ang iba kaya din ako siguro ganun mag-isip. o sya, baka bigyan na ko ng PALANCA nito. hope you did enjoyed my blog post. its been awhile since i have done this. sorry for the wrong grammar ;p frustrations, disappointments and stress. that’s the 3 ingredients right now.

My Old Posts XIII - "My Unusual Holiday"

January 19, 2009 by d1withbullet

hmm…where shall i start? sympre bakasyon. medyo nalungkot ang block kasi mamimiss namin ang company ng bawat isa. eka as usual, with her ever so nice admiration kay bhie ay gusto na nyang yakapin eh sabi ko go ahead, nahihiya si eka pero tawa ng tawa ang buong block. trip pa nilang umalis pero nagkatamaran na.

the day i visited my inaanak! dec. 26, 2008

christmas day came. im not excited about it unlike when i was a kid. i think i got all the money in the world malakas kasi bigyan ng mga kamag-anak ko and they were ever so generous. malaki kasi angkan ko eh i just stayed at home and playing Ragnarok. actually im not sad kasi he’s coming. Nagnoche buena last night and present ulet si babe. Infact we are in charge with the spagehteh! i’ve done all the work… ahm i mean he did pala.. im just joking babe. im such a cluts when it comes to cooking. but ahma fast learner. its never too late! he finally met my uncles. Tito ciso and Tito Rene. My brothers came back and kasama nila si cetri. Cetri stayed here for awhile and the boys played computer games. So i decided to introduce to him my favorite series in america. HEROES. he liked it. also my favorite character. Hiro Nakamura. he was so amazed how the story flows. Before 12am came. he decided to go home. Tito rey fetched Cetri too.

I am looking forward to see the fireworks display at riverbanks’ amphitheater. its been two years since i last saw it. i remember my former admirer who is indeed my friend now. about 7pm i went to his house. He was surprised seeing me cause of my outfit. Im a chinese girl! eheheh! Actually its too awkward at that time. Tito mar’s wake were held at that time. Jackie’s dad had passed away due to high blood pressure 3 days before dec. 30. 8pm off we go! We ate dinner at greenwich. actually its not just a dinner. its a feast! too bad we’re too late. No more place to occupy! no vacancy. grasses, grills, sidewalks. so charles and i decided to be in the backstage. nah! we are on the other side of the river. Apo sang there famous hits. and actually gave some twist and new spice in singing their songs. They made us laugh. It is now 11:30 am. Mayor Fernando started the countdown. and let there be fire! different colors, styles, designs and forms! but i liked the fireworks display 2 years ago. the bridge back then was on fire! 60,000 people were estimated that time. As in they were everywhere. we saw julie there with her cousins.

dec 31, 2008 - a rainy day but it never stopped us to celebrate and welcomed 2009. We had a great time. I brought charles to tito rey’s house. I didnt expect that my other uncles were there too. Tito edwin, Tito Rally. Tito Jess and Tito Jojo. The karaoke was on. Foods were everywhere. We gone beserk. Christian, Tricia, Jeff, Johtu, Mark, Me, Te jaja and also babe. He finally saw how enjoyable we are. how kewl my uncles were. Doing there usual funny antics. taking Pictures everywhere. Tita vicky dropped as a long distance call. Tita beth gave us aguinaldos. Tito rey gave us luces to enjoy. 11pm came so we decided to meet year 2009 still in each others’ houses. One thing is still hanging, there were no jeepneys and fx traveling at that time. Babe wants to be in their house before 12am. So dad and i gave him a ride. We just did our countdown over the phone. he said we was so overwhelmed by my family’s and relatives’ warm welcome. he couldnt asked for more.

So it’s skewl time again. katamad pa talaga pumasok pero we have to kasi we must done a report in modern comm2. Feasibility study! have mercy! eheheh! we missed each others company grabeh! eka as usual with her funny flirting skills! but the most new “news” is about a blockmate liking another blockmate. oooh… chikka! basta kakileg and they were new prospect by the whole class. i remember our days. the guys were teasing us to death. singing as “perfect combination”. Now its all coming back. Julie and Jay-ar. its my turn now to tease you guys! yihee! newly Break-up boy and never had a bf gal. It is so just like us. hehehe!

jan 14, 2009 our 5th monthsary. babe surprised me. wednesday, i dont have there first subject so i went to skewl around 3:30pm. G.r. was blocking my way. He dont want me to g0 inside the cisco room. But i insisted. Babe approached me. with a smile. i sit beside him and all of them were greeting me happy bday, it was so odd for me kasi bakit happy bday? then behind me pala were 7 fresh red roses. grabeh shyness! hehehe! guys were wooing. they swooned and sighed. actually it was overwhelming pero nahihiya talaga ako eh. we just ate dinner at greenwich.

o nga pala shin celebrated her 20th bday. naku nameet na ni babe ang halos buong kada at batch ng rcm 2004-2005. pero nagpalpitate at namula sya ng bonggang bongga dahil sa hndi sya sanay uminom. si martin ayun. secret na nga lang. eheheh!

to copycat - may you have all the pretensions you want. careful. i know somethings that might tick your acts. ill give you standing ovation for that. you really a theatrical artist! brava! chaka…..!

My Old Posts XII - "BSIT-S6B9 XMAS Party.Overnight Swimming 2008"

December 16, 2008 by d1withbullet

at first, i had this gut feeling na di ako makakasama. kasi nga i already have a bf. what the hell iisipin ni papa, pero mom told me na ok naman. anyway still have got problems sa money. though kaya kong gawan ng paraan yun. But as what they say, your bf is still you knight in shining peco? naah!! armor. He manage all my expenses. Actually the night before the outing we had a small misunderstanding. its my stubborness that keeps the things difficult and frustrating. We talked over the phone, he said that why i cant allow him to do things for me. To make sacrifices for me. To follow his heart on what he must do in order to make me happy. (ganda ng eksena noh?) hhehehe! pero seriously i was crying na at the other line. it was so heavy. i felt like my heart was like a dart board and every word he said was piercing in the bull’s eye area. We manage to settle it down and at last i can come na! yipee! pero some of us, di pa din nakasama. too bad. i think mga 5 persons sila.im always on-line sa ym (nothing new? ehehhe!).When tim (charles’ younger bro) IM me. “Ate andami nila dito, nagluluto na sila”. I called na agad and asked who were there in Charles’ bahaws! He said “Kuya Alex, MR. H, Te dona, Eka, Lesli and Julie. Si kuya alex magluluto.” “Nice! perfect babe anyway im going na to skewl see yah na lang…love yah!” i said. Ayun super duper mega late ako. kasi may report talaga ako sa Rizal. eh yung printer kong napakaganda at napakamahal ng ink ay walang kwenta ngayon! So i rushed into the nearest PC rental shop, nagpaprint and then i ran-off to the nearest cheap photocopy center. Nakarating pa ko ng Lamuan. Anyway on my way there i have seen my fellow classmate in 3M-Iriga. Well she’s changed na din physically.

At last na skewl na din ako (2:05pm late ng 1hr. :P) and im expecting that my classmates were there. But subrang unti lang namin. Boycott ba toh? Anyway nasa 11 lang kami. nice no hustle sa pagrereport. So i give them my handouts na for the topics “RIZAL AS THE REFORMIST, LA SOLIDARIDAD & LA LIGA FILIPINA”. We discussed it and after that 3 reporters din ang sumunod sa kin. Bad news lahat ng wala sa klase ni Mrs. Ponsal, they have to write a letter para tanggapin sila. Anyway after the class i rushed into the basement to see what my PE4 class doing. Our PE is all about boxing! Wait! wait! wait. walang laban like sa ring huh? We are just watching a video lang then imitating it. Papawis lang. Di ako pwede magPE kasi kakaospital ko lang. Anyway I said to julie na tara lets go to Charles’ house na. They’re not done pa sa cooking. So Mr. H decided to pack up na mga 5pm and buy some other stuff na needed.

Meeting place Robinson’s Supermarket Bluewave. Nangharang na lang sila ng jeep at kinontrata ito. Well may nalate kaya 6:30pm na kami nakaalis. Everybody was so excited. Laughs, teasing, mocking and chatting were on the air that time. So kami ni babe may sariling mundo! ahahahh! He was so happy na nakasama daw ako. Me either. We almost arrived at the Resort mga 7:30. Humabol sina toytoy at GR (takas boy). Sa entrance everybody saw Ryan Agoncillo kasi may shooting daw ng PIETA. Grabe he’s so gwapo! talagang dumaan yung van niya sa gilid namin. So everybody screamed ay girls lang pala.

Well after negotiating we finally have our 2 cottages. Everybody was so excited to jump to the cold, shiverring and sparkling water. Me on the otherhand, preparing the LIEMPO and PORK CHOP. Its grilling time. Me, kuya alex, toytoy, te dona, lady and julie prepare the meal. Kuya Alex sa rice, sina te donna sa enseladang mangga, kami nina toytoy at babe sa Grilling. Anyway super gutom na sila kasi mga 10pm natapos ang aming preparation. Lafang to the max talaga ang lahat. Kamayan na! We prepare ADOBO (na we told na mukang mechado ehehe joke lng kuya alex), BICOL EXPRESS(pininyahang walang pinya according to jerrold), GINISANG KANGKONG, ENSELADANG MANGO, BOLA BOLA, LIEMPO,TILAPIA AT PORK CHOP. lafangan na! subrang sarap ng kain ng lahat. So nagstart na silang maghanap ng alak. Grandma binili nila. Naku pinantal si babe ko and i was so worried. Buti hiniga ko lang siya at binantayan. ok na ulit.

After a while. they just keep on playing sa pool. Everybody was scattered. Meron ng nagagala, meron nagstambay sa kubo and jamming the guitar. Meron nagbanlaw na. Kami ni babe may nakita na tree house. We just spent a couple of minutes there. Overlooking kasi, we just wait na mag 12mn kasi Dec 14 na! 4 mons na kami. We are just overwhelmed by the fact that were together.Nagkaroon din ng session. Mr. H. said, tanungin nyo na kung anung gusto nyong tanungin at baka di na ulit ito maulit. Anyway naging maganda ang flow ng conversation. Subrang na-amaze ako kasi ganun talaga pagnagmamahal.. naks! madami kaming natutunan ng gabing iyon.. sympre sa mentor namin nanggaling yung mga words na yun. We will treasure throughout our youthful years…

So lahat ay nakapagbanlaw na. natulog na kami and di namalayang 6:00am na! Pack up na tayo! After na magpack-up ang lahat. Picture gallore itong sina rodel at eka sa phone ko. Sympre masaya naman. Kasi lahat nakisama. Uwian na. Masaya. Sana maulit muli!

My Old Posts XI - "Hide and Seek at the Lobby"

December 10, 2008 by d1withbullet

it is nice to be back! as usual, im half an hour late. it is CISCO2 time. sched went beserk after im gone. anyway when i open the CISCO room, my blockmates clapped their hands, and ate madel cried out loud. “uy! si precious magaling na!”. they were rejoicing and im so happy and overwhelmed. its like im part of the family, our big and happy family at our Institute. well some of them did’nt see me last saturday, ate carmi, ate madel, lady, raymark, et. al. they were shocked, my body slimmed down, just because i was hospitilized and suffered from my disease for a week. Wena sang our trademark song, “perfect combination! love plus you and me! perfect combination!”. Its not our theme talaga before kasu, it so happened that our initials P-recious and C-harles. P.C. means Perfect Combination! (thanks to lady, everyone, from then on,teased us that song) perfect right? After having our break, i am palpitating again and Charles was so worried, well i just relaxed my self and breathe carefully. Though i felt im lacking of oxygen. Thank God i recovered after an hour.

The bell rang! Its time to go home! Charles was jerking around and told me that “edi umalis ka!” and so i ran leaving him behind our English Classroom. My naughtyness, it came back. I just hide at the ladies room, my blockmates were teasing and laughing because of the crazyness ive done. “si charles naiwan sa room huh?” mehmeh said. “eh kasi naghahabulan kami, tataguan ko siya” i said. “anu ba yan bat naghahabulan kayo? may ganun? may habulan talaga? kaingget!” lady said.

When i came out, im looking for him, i think he’s not at the men’s room? i look outside but no sign of him. Where is he? Baka umuwi na yun? Nagworry na ko. (pero unti lang babe noh!) I decided to go upstairs, at 3rd flr, i think he’s there pa. When lady approached me. “Uy! pre, halika, maypapakita ako sa’yo sa mirror.” (may mirror na malaki kasi sa lobby then, may malaking information booth dun). lady said…”SURPRISE!” I saw Charles, laughing! hiding! and then approached me, hugged me while still laughing non-stop!. I was so pissed back then. (deh! joke lng! emabarassed feel ko, kasi di ko siya nakita na nagtatago sa info booth while my other girl blockmates saw him already! my poor eyesight is so hopeless na!) They were all laughing including Mrs. Jabal our English326 prof. “Kanina pa yan diyan nagtatago” said Mrs. Jabal. “Kainis ka! tinataguan mo na ko huh? argh!” i said while i bite the crap out of him and punched his right arm! heheheh! Im so happy despite of our crazyness. It really felt that we are, indeed the most cute/sweet/promising couple in town. naks! cute? Then he walked me home again. We ate dinner at our home. And later we will meet at the poring market and kick some boss monters’ butt! Play time babe! Ragna rules!

p.s. abeh called me, she had a big problem. hope the POSTPARTUM depression doesnt eat her alive. she wants me to call marikina hotel. She wants to spend the week their. away from her family. But with her new born baby (my inaanak JANA). she’s so kawaii! hope my friend can get through this storm. ill keep my fingers crossed!

My Old Posts Part X - "A Date and My Much Awaited Comeback?"

December 7, 2008 by d1withbullet

yesterday, im so excited, its just after 7 days of having confined, ill be returning at skewl again! yipee! well almost 10am i think, my prof buzz me over the ym, asking some confidential questions top secret! so i cant discuss over here. sorry guys!

well as usual, im late. its been an hour since my Rizal class started. They were having there exams na! and when i popped out at the door, they were all smiling and shouting. “waaahhh!! your back!” “si precious ok na ulit!”

Charles is waiting, my usual seatmate he’s so happy to see me again. Strong and recovering. “May katabi na ulit ako, namiss ko 2 babe!”Well after the exams, the usual thingy we do is, we listen to the reporters. The topics were all about the Noli Me Tangere and also the different “hardcore” professions of Rizal. It was so boring back then, and everyone are always checking there phone or watch for the time. We’re bummed. Im so excited and also charles too, we will gonna have our little comeback/recovery/monthsary celebration at SM-Marikina. (well its our first time there) We will have our dinner date there, watch TWILIGHT at the cinema. Jerking around the department store. “Thanks babe for the Billabong shirt!” it was on sale! and it was so awesome!we check the new trends/gadgets/parts at some pc stores there. laptop for shina! well we better be a smart buyer noh! anyway, mom texted him and keep calling us when we are having our dinner. “where u? may class pa ba kayo? gabi na” sabi ko kay charles replyan si mom, heheheh! ayun nagtxt “panu naman kami” sabi ko si mama talaga. anyway he walked me home. actually we commute. we both had our happyesh day of our lives. contented.fulfilled.loved.

happy 4 mons babe! love you so much! your robin-chwan! ;p

My Old Posts Part IX - "7 Days at the Hospital"

December 4, 2008 by d1withbullet

last, last tuesday. I was rushed into the st. vincent hospital due to dehydration. High-fever and chills. my kada, shin was here and thank God she’s taking up BSN. “Galing akong duty eh nagtxt si tita, may sakit ka daw” shin said.

ok pa ko ng mga dinner time. pinilit kong kumain. kahit masarap ulam. bigla na lang may nagbuzz sa ym ko. tim, charles’ younger brother. he asked kung pauwi na ba kuya nya. sabi ko pauwi na yun and i apologized kung bakit nakukuha ko yung time ng kuya nya for them/him. and then he said. “ok lang yun ate! mahal ka talaga ni kuya.” dun na ko nagbroke down to tears. di ko napigilan. nakita ako ni shin at mama. akala kung anung nangyari. nabasa ni shin. natouch. “anu ka ba tita! ganyan talaga pagchuvanes!”

After we ate dinner. sabi ko kay shiena, sya muna sa pc. its been an hour noong nagsimula ako magchills. nakaupo ako sa sofa, yakap sarili ko. tapos kung anu-anu na sinasabi ko. nilapitan nila ko ni mom. sabi ko dalin nyo na ko sa hospital. si shiena hawak kamay ko. nilalamig at naninigas kamay at paa ko pero 39 degrees katawan ko. tinext na ni shiena si papa. nasa meeting. after 15mins dumating na si papa. tinawagan na ni shiena si charles at sumunod naman siya.

Naconfine ako. sabi ng Dra. dehydrated ako at dapat ng i-admit. sa room 312 ako. sumunod si james. kada ko.

ng mga panahon na yun, lahat first time ko. 1st time ma-confine, maturukan ng suero, ma-ultrasound, ma-bloodtest ng 3 beses, ma-xray ng 2 beses at ma-ct scan. buti supportive ang family, relatives, kada and love ko. lagi silang dumadalaw at nagbabantay sa akin. thank God di din NYA ko pinabayaan. Kahit laging naglalaro sa 38 at 39 ang temperature ng katawan ko.

Note: nagtxt na naman ang sworn enemy ko. pero nagawan ng paraan. hehehe! natakot siya. oo ikaw! duwag ka! /gg